I hate the holidays.. people always too happy.. and all that food.. I think I gained 20lbs.. ugh.. Plus my family shouldn't get together.. ever
All they ever do is argue and criticized. "you still working there? cant you get a better job?" "You're looking a little pudgy" "You're gonna eat all of that?" ... ect... Well, I survived.. Miraculously.. but then christmas is around the corner.

Someone please wake me when its over

So since I have no friends at the moment...(my so-cal best friend is on hiatus) I've found books to read..

So far I've read: A man Named Dave by Dave Pelzer.. it's the 2nd book after 'A Child Called It'.. it is so sad.. how can some people do this to a child.. any child.. specially their own? I've also read 'Angela's Ashes' by Frank McCourt and his sequel 'Tis.. Both very good books.. and  some by Jonh Saul.. so if anybody has any recomendations.. please post =D

I have lots of time to kill

I'm 23 and trying to get ahold of my life.. lose some weight, and just be happy...

I'm very self concious...i dunno... i'm just not happy with life at the moment..  I wish everything was just better. I do have a boyfriend that loves me.. that get a smile on my face